Hmmmm I do believe it seems like unseen forces wish to torture me. Why ever would I think such a thing!?!? you ask. Well I've had evil project deadlines in school which have caused me to not sleep for an entire week. As if that was not enough I was so friggin excited to start up my prolific DA ways of the olden time when DUN DUN DUNNNNN I get hit with a massive case of art block! T,T I haven't been able to draw anything sucessfully for almost two weeks now. I don't when how long this will last but it kinda makes me wanna scream. You see when I draw things its kinda like therapy ya know like petting a very hyper dog and watching it get sleepy if that makes sense. And well it makes me really angsty when I can't relieve myself by drawing so I am currently restraining myself from pulling out my own hair in frustration. If anyone has some tips on how to banish the evils of art-block my ears (well eyes really) would be most glad to hear them. In other news Halloween was fun and yet painful you see Me and my friend has the genuis idea that it would be awesome to dress insanely and rollerblade while we trick or treat (YOURE NEVER TOO OLD FOR FREE CANDY) AND I ended up eating concrete like every five minutes...in fact i fell on a car ....twice...I think I have whiplash....... XD
- Sila Godzilla

Alas it has been TWO WHOLE YEARS since I last logged on to DA! Holyshitontoast it's been a while! Explanations anyone? Well, here goes. It all started with a wave of concentrated evil emanating from the parental units. According to said units of parental rage I had transformed into an unrecognizable, lump of zombie. You see, I tend to go a bit overboard with my drawing obsession, it's like shall we say, a "nervous tick". I tend to use my computer quite a bit to draw and so the parentals said to themselves in an devilishly sing-song voice "hmmmm sayyyy, does thou not think that if we separate our dearest zombie of a child from her beloved laptop she will be quite miserable and find her self in a sea of boredom? Yes! yes! She will!". And so the parentals proceeded to take away Sila's computer. DA just so happens to be on the internet, without internet, one cannot access it, without a computer one cannot find themselves on said internet. And so poor Sila had no computer for many many many moons. One day out of the kindness of their mostly sinister hearts the parentals decided that perhaps, they should indeed get Sila a new computer....they are useful devices. So after about a year and a half I got a new computer, it took me quite a while to unblock DA, but at last! I did achieve it! and so here I am!!!!! I'm looking forward to once again reuniting with my beloved DA friends whose comments I enjoy so very very much! And mostly to FINALLY!!!!!!! be able to resume contact with my favorite start tards, sisters of my heart XD you know who you are.

-Sila
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p.s. I'm quite rusty when it comes to handling my DA page so if anyone has any tips/reminders that would be quiiite dandy indeed.

Im currently not being allowed to go home and my parents threw away my lap top so here i am sittin here in a public library with a weird dude whose hair is longer than mine and who has so many peircing that a magnet would be fatal anyways the point is that i will probably not be ablt o get onloine or much less post anything for a little while probably about a week to be specific and then ill be back so have a lil patience heheh and if anyone has any requests fer me list em up and ill do em as soon as i get back ^^ well until then see YA!

-Sila , although my older brother has started callin me wolfmother for no apparet reason im mean seriously WTF!!!
p.s. i was just watchin man vs wild on the dicovery channel and the dude just ate an EYEBALL RAW im never gonna be able to get that scene outa my head omg omg omg ahhhhhhhh it looked s-s-s-soooooo

Heh well i dunno im kinda freakin out cuz im a sophomore right now but im in all theese senior classes so i gotta take all theese duper hard exams AHHH *nervous breakdown* i dont even know why the teachers put me in all the classes im no genious! well other than that i just saw the new indiana jone OMG ALIENS!!!! i never would have even imagined indiana jones and aliens in the same sentence wow! ^^ it was cool tho i guess ima go obsses over ShunxNao read some bleach and listen to nightwish so see ya! <----heres a llama for company